Unexplainable Presence

Have u ever felt someone so far is actually so near to you? Even though u’re thousands of miles apart, but his/her presence is only a matter of centimeters. Well, others will label me as insane, but I do believe in this fact, and honestly I felt his presence. U may call me melancholy or whatsoever but it is what I felt, mutual feelings from both ends…Heheheheheh

Am I madly in love with him? Yes, I am. Truly, Madly, Deeply in love with him. Whenever I open or close my eyes, I can feel his heartbeat and his presence…hmmmm what a unique feeling. I know the rest of you felt the same way as I do. Heheheh don’t cheat urself. Be honest!!!. Guess u guys will call me gila bayang!!!...hahahaha

We are thousand miles apart. Separated by mountains and seas, urgh and it’s heartbreaking whenever I see other couples having fun with each other. But honestly, I treasure every sec of my life when I’m with him…in our own way. It is the most wonderful and precious moment of my life.

I think most of u are used to this phrase “U make me complete!” Well I bet u do!. Frankly, it’s true…even though u’re surrounded by your friends and family, but u do feel lonely and hollow. As if there’s missing pieces inside ur jigsaw puzzled heart. For me, I used to have that until I met him. He helped me to search for those missing pieces, and solved the jigsaw puzzle for me. He makes me consider that life is worthy and thought me to value my life.

Yesterday, he met with minor accident. Hot oil burst from one of the pipeline and his neck and chest got burnt. It’s unbearable to know that he’s in such pain. Ya Allah! Hanya padaMu aku bermohon dan berserah, kurangkanlah kesakitan yang Ab alami. Semoga dirinya cepat sembuh dan sihat seperti sediakala. Amin Amin Yarabballalamin. His pain is my pain. Hmmmm. Wish to be there, to tend his pain. But….hmmm InsyaAllah…one day..If Allah permits.

Oddly, I can feel it. Can even hear him calling my name from afar. Am I insane? This is what I called unexplainable presence. Sometimes, teardrops falling whenever I think of him. Mixed feelings, calm and ruffled at the same time as I felt his presence. Prayed every nite and day that he will never fades away from my life. A poem dedicated to my life…

ALL FOR YOU

Listen to the whispering wind,
And listen to the voice of my heart,
It’s a melody of pure love,
A gift sincerely meant for you,

I will dive into the deepest ocean,
And even climb the highest mountain,
Confront various obstacles,
Craving for your love and comfort

Without You,
My life is worthless,
My love for you is absolute and pure,
Don’t go, as there are no other you,
Even in this place, this world or after life,
My hopes are kept within my heart,
And wish you will always be with me

Don’t you doubt my sincerity,
Don’t you doubt my hopes,
As I gave u all my love and soul
And its all for you to hold…


With Lots of Hugs and Kisses,
Alina aka Ur lini

What is Love?

For the one who detest it, they call it responsibility
For the one who play with it, they call it a game
For the one who doesn’t own it, they call it hope,
For the one who is in love, they call it as destiny

God knows what is best for you,
He tests you by hardship.
Sometimes, He hurt you,

But His wisdoms will be kept deeply in your heart,
For you to understand the true meanings of life,

If we lost our love, there will be reasons,

So difficult to comprehend and grasp,
But do have faith,
For when He took something from us,

He already prepared you something which is much worthier than before.

Why must you wait?
Because, when you make decisions, you don’t want to rush,

Because, when you're in hurry, you don’t want to be hasty,
Because, when you met with your other half, you don’t want to loose your dignity

Before you run, do learn to walk,
Before you swim, do learn to float,
Before be loved, do learn to love…

Ultimately, it's good for you to wait for someone you love,

instead of going for someone who is there,
Still, it’s better to wait for someone you desire,

instead of being satisfied with what is already there
Still, it’s best to wait for someone who is right for you,

because life is too short to waste by choosing the wrong one.

Waiting has a mysterious purpose in your life
Flowers can't bloom within a night,
So as to Rome, it is not built within a day,
In which life, it is beared inside mother's womb for 9 months.
But true love, it grows for a lifetime

Most of the wonderful and beautiful things in life take a long time to achieve,
Wait patiently is worthwhile.